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Sunday, August 10, 2008

oh no...
im getting lazy.
my blogs dying so here.
my attempt to keep it alive =))

this few weeks.
has been nothing but confusion.

everytime i think there's something. i always end up getting disappointed.
i have to stop anticipating.
and just drown myself in my shows and studies.

common test is coming.
mdm sharifah is stressing me to study and get distinction for her subs.
but .
i have no faith in myself.

piano exam on tuesday.
i think i am gonna be so scared that i mess everything up.
which is a high possibility.
very high actually.

damn it.
i am such a failure.
sometimes i wonder if i deserve to be here.
to be my parent's child.
it seems, my siblings are so much better.
i just mess up.
even wen i don intend to.
i just lose my temper although my temper is considered the best among them.
maybe im just not wise.

im on a rollercoaster ride.
small gestures makes me falter.
as much as i want it to stop,
it never does.

heres your post.
sorry for making it so................

{5:41 AM}

FEMME

name's Sarah.
currently 15.. age does not amount to maturity.
single.
dunman sec =))
be good to me on 12 may =))
plays basketball and the piano.
MUSIC IS MY LIFE.
singing.dancing.
i am friendly. =))
but.. if u do not like me for wadever reasons.
just fuck off and stop reading my blog.
AND..i just love these bitches: Lubna, Julia, Daphne, Elouis,
my class peeps and my whole team
many many more.=))
sorry if yr name is not here, cant think very well now.
remind me alright and i will add it in =))
i want to be happy.
i do not like fighting with my friends.
so my patience has increased TREMENDOUSLY
love y'all =)) take care.

THANKINGS

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