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Friday, June 08, 2007
hi..
didn blog for so long cause i cant get onto this website or wadever lah..
frustrating.
damn it lor.. everytime i wanna blog also cannot.
finally...



its been long..
i feel really lonely..
like theres nothing to do at all.
everyday.. wasting my time away if theres nothing to do..
thinking. then feel sad.
i feel so fucking useless.
i am fucking useless.
i guess i cant do anything rite after all.
i wanna study or do something useful but theres something stopping me.
maybe im just plain lazy..
a person hu no matter does wad still cant get it rite.
no matter how i train or study.

i cant get good results or improve.
i really am useless.
y am i even born..
i think im losing it..
hope i can die
and end it all.
i won't make any difference to anyone after all.
i feel or sense your hatred.
but y do i deserve this.
i really don mean todo anything wrong..
i really hope i can be somebody.
or someone hu is important to people.
not just some substitute or a person tat u all show pity for..
i want t be left alone.
cause i noe u all don wan me with u.
im just so annoying to u.
i want to try not to be.
but i don noe. its hu i am.
and no matter how hard i try.
u all wouldn change your impression on me huh.
it really breaks my heart.
my patience is running thin..
one day, i may not be able to control my anger.
please. stop teasing me stop criticising me.
stop attacking me with wadever.
cause im really hurt..
i have no more ego and pride left in me.
not even when im at home i am protected by all these.
if u think im just some bitch complaining bout something useless then don read my blog.
do any of u all actually noe wad is going through in my life
and how i feel?
if u don't than u have no right to criticise me.




is it worth it to work tat hard?
is it stupid to give up after everything?
i don't noe..
i cant do anything.
i shall just get by day after day or maybe just give up completely when i cant take it..
my peserverence determination is deeply weakened.
please.
will a miracle come to me?
will there still be hope?
please..
im desperate.


well.
i gotta go now..
buh bye..

{10:01 AM}




FEMME
name's Sarah.
currently 15.. age does not amount to maturity.
single.
dunman sec =))
be good to me on 12 may =))
plays basketball and the piano.
MUSIC IS MY LIFE.
singing.dancing.
i am friendly. =))
but.. if u do not like me for wadever reasons.
just fuck off and stop reading my blog.
AND..i just love these bitches: Lubna, Julia, Daphne, Elouis,
my class peeps and my whole team
many many more.=))
sorry if yr name is not here, cant think very well now.
remind me alright and i will add it in =))
i want to be happy.
i do not like fighting with my friends.
so my patience has increased TREMENDOUSLY
love y'all =)) take care.

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