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Friday, February 02, 2007
am i jealous?

i sometimes just wish i can die striaght away..
i just dont belong..
i very fast jiu bu shuang le lor. ohmygosh..
sorry if i offended u. i jus don noe wad to do..
i don noe how to type it out but rite now i jus feel really confused..
i need someone to help me but i guess i can never have the type of person i want.
i juggling between so many matters and i jus cant handle it..i do tink i can say tis out and talk to my frens so i jus have to tink it out myself or just keep it to myself and leave myself crying...
i jus do some thing wrong and i get................ if it were someone else nothing will happen u wld jus do it jokingly..tis has part of wads bothering me but there is like just so many things and i am trying to keep my self busy so i won have to keep reminding myself of this. my joy is just something tat i am using to protect me from being hurt.. it is also just to help me control my cries and sadness.. i seem to get even worse and closer to the problem but i just cant pull myself from it..
my feelings just cant help it.. i noe it is not a good idea and he is probably not a good choice but there are other stuff bothering me a lot not because of... but also loads more...
i don noe wad to do...
this world is sad to me..
u had better stop it..

the problem with my brother is getting worse and i cant stand it...
my pride is hurt and its depleting... i will soon be a person hu is not confident and egoless.
there willl be no pride in me if this contines.. i also cant stop it and no one can.. i cant bear to see.... hurt too.

so many kinds of problems including bout my studies..
i wan to study but i just cant
i ive up really easily and although i am trying very hard, it seems as though i am really not.. i noe i don make sense but i jus don noe wad to say to u all.. and how to say it...
ok enough of this..

tomoro going to a dance performance.. hip hop de..
yeah!
i love hip hop.. if i am not in basketball i would go join it lor.. sian..
not onli hip hop but other dances also..
aiya
i don noe wad i am and wad i like anymore..
very long never play the piano already lor
later i need to quit it how?
i wan to quit cause i don wanna change teacher but i learn piano for so many yrs already..
haix. i don noe lahs. leave it to my parents.
i may be a jack of everything but a master of none...
i don have skill for basketball and talent too i guess...
so i am trying my best to get in team or else i don noe wad i will say to my parents if i do not get in.. i would really break down and cry lahs..i tried really really hard lor..
i may give up if i don get to team.. all i can do is hope.

i also tink i have no talent for piano ... i don noe lah..
i shldn do anything lah..
i shldn go for my interest as i may have no talent for anything at all.. so i am now just playing by the game..
i really feel damn depressed after writing this lahs..
haix..
i shall end my miseries here for now..
i bet that there will be more soon..
wen will they ever stop.......

=((

{5:56 AM}




FEMME
name's Sarah.
currently 15.. age does not amount to maturity.
single.
dunman sec =))
be good to me on 12 may =))
plays basketball and the piano.
MUSIC IS MY LIFE.
singing.dancing.
i am friendly. =))
but.. if u do not like me for wadever reasons.
just fuck off and stop reading my blog.
AND..i just love these bitches: Lubna, Julia, Daphne, Elouis,
my class peeps and my whole team
many many more.=))
sorry if yr name is not here, cant think very well now.
remind me alright and i will add it in =))
i want to be happy.
i do not like fighting with my friends.
so my patience has increased TREMENDOUSLY
love y'all =)) take care.

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